Friday 16 November 2012

bro-sis angkat ke?

Assalamualaikum..
well, aku salah eje assalamualaikum time aku post kat avant garde (group batch aku)
nak delate, dah terlambat so doa2 lah takde orang gatal nak tegur cakap "liyana, assalamualaikum tak dieja dengan double m lah"
fuh..

hari ni nak cakap pasal classmate yang ala2 adik beradik gitu.
hahah tak semua tau dapat cop adik beradik just yang tertentu je.

(even kekadang aku je rase die adik beradik aku, die tak rase ape2 pon, kes syok sendiri)

jadi, pendek cerita aku satu group dengan jejaka dan gadis hot kebanggaan malaysia, jadi aku pun mulalah apply bro-sis adoption ni.

siyesly, kurang sikit rasa malu aku dengan diorang tapi takdelah aku sampai tak respect diorang. cuma kekadang tu bile aku slip ke, screw ke, kiteorang gelak same2. takdelah serius je memanjang.

then, meseg2 ni sume takdelah berkire kredit sangat. buat kerje pon tolong cover2. yes, block lepas banyak skip meeting sebab membawa hati yang merajuk ni..sob2..tapi diorang takde pun serang aku depan2 camgitu. siap pujuk lagi..(wahhhh..rasa disayangi).

tapi...

bile classmate lain datang, pastu cakap " die hensemkan?" merujuk pada bro angkat aku. (nak muntah lak gune perkataan bro angkat ni)
aku..refleks diri
tak pernah pon aku rase die hensem

"die baikkan?" refer pada ahli group lain pulak
umm die baik macam budak2 lain juga, takde beze.

"die pandaikan?" merujuk pada sis angkat pulak
definasi pandai tu ape?

as a conclusion, bile kite da rapat dengan orang itu. kita mula melihat dia dari prespektif yang SAMA je dengan kita. kite mula rasa equality sesama muslim.

jadi jangan tanya aku pasal bro-sis adoption aku ni. diorang specel as they are. kenal sendiri lagi okay kot. then, bile nmpk kiteorg meseg2, sebenarnye takde ape2 pon hahah.

pss: lagi  susah nak jawab kalo soalan perbandingan "Siapa yang paling bagus?"

ummm

Saturday 10 November 2012

let say y2b1

Assalamualaikum

u want to know what happen during this block?

aha u're naughty stalker.

simply say....

good things happen, bad things happen, good then bad thing happen

then also there bad thing then good things happen.

it all back to us to get its' gists, its' lessons.

A story I would like to share is about

during pharmacology class with Prof Tariq, a legendary prof who also had taugh our lect

the class title "arrhythmia"

after the 2 hours separate sesion lect,he asked for question

and I, become simply naive girl asked

"what is automaticity?"

then, prof reply "after all the lecture, u asked me what's automaticity?"

prof look dissapointed, everyone in class felts sorry for prof. some of them laugh at my tiny brain.

and I, i felt the worse.

next, not long after that, someone come to me and asked "Liyana, what is automaticity?"

I feel like want to slab the person.

"Pang!"

all this time u also dont know n u left me to look stupid ALONE in the class.

That unacceptable.

***
Now, when I look back what happen, I just laugh. what a silly me. everything want to spoon feed.

the story become repeated jokes in my room. I dont feel stupid anymore because i know there is always  a bunch of it out there but I'm among them who brave enough to admin their.

so that my story, a lot more waiting.

lesson for today;"  if u dont know, n dont trust ur colleague, google up!"

Sunday 19 August 2012

saya belajar

1 syawal 1433h

saya belajar setiap peluang untuk melakukan kebaikan itu perlu diambil, even bagi org soleh minum a seteguk air pun i.Allah boleh membezakan nasib kita di akhirat nanti.

saya belajar sikap mementingkan diri membuat orang menyampah pada kita, mungkin kita rasa kita dihormati tetapi sebenarnya kita menyusahkan orang lain

saya belajar ukhwah perlu dijaga tanpa melihat kepada standard & hari raya berupakan platform tuk baiki communication skill.=="

Friday 3 August 2012

Review Year 1 Block 4

Salam, alhamdulilah, year 1 block 4 da abis semalam, tinggal tggu exam je. So tamatlah sudah satu tahun jadi student medic. Time moving so fast isn’t

Jadi, nil ah note during last class. Mase ni kiteorang ade presentation.

-describe n interpret the data
-don’t mention the no, describe it (used words third, half, higher)
-animation slide blaja ngan Caca, try explore sendiri time cuti
-2011 also can be mention twenty eleven
-tolong cari pasal criteria of validity
-stadiometer to check weight and height
-omron to check blood pressure
-normal < 120/<80
-prehypertensive 120-139/ 80-89
-hypertensive  >140/ >90
-don’t over bluffing
-validity of questionnaire
-cross-sectional =study association not influence
-careful with term used
Physical fitness not same with physical activity
-result more important than introduction
-manage time wisely (prioritise during rehearsal)
-tools used-definition and character

From my point of view,

-next time prepare for question, don’t underestimate small thing, what you present is important and you must know all of it. Don’t hesitate.

Remember: IF YOU COLLECT RUBISH, YOU PRESENT RUBBISH. Confident is essential, don’t reveal your mistake, enclosed it with everything you can do.
Dont easily give up on people. Yes, REDHA ALLAH TU PASTI, REDHA MANUSIA TAK TAHU LAGI. Tapi Allah suruh kite berukhwah, jadi tolak-ansur and husnuzon :D

Sunday 8 July 2012

Avant garde: get 2 gather






Salam, hadiah  dapat tuk give exchange ialah goody beg yang penuh dgn makanan dalam packet :). Well, mule2 time hntr hadiah kat bilik kawan yang incharge tukar hadiah ni memang dah aim xnak hadiah ni pasal makanan kat bilik pun banyak lagi but..dapat gak huhu. mule2 memang tak suke plus ade gak kawan yang gelak2. tapi..bile ade kawan yang berura2 jeles n nak tawar tukar hadiah, terus appreciate hadiah ni.. self fish... akhirnye taulah hadiah ni dari kawan name nasirah heheh. die bersungguh2 beli barang2 ni supaya hadiah die len dari yang len bukan men sumbat je tau (pengakuan dari romate yg sayang die, fatihah).

so, aku pun more appriate hadiah ni, tgk balik best dapat serapan pagi byk skit

really nk hadiah cik fadilah yang da hantar kat brother. 101 blablabla, ade lukis2 dari kartunis nik

aku bagi buku hotlink free+kate2 hikmah dari aku skit  kat blkg buku+signature aku+sticky note (price1.90)

total up: mahal tak terhingge no

guess sape dpt?

pbl mate aku kot

tu pun die  tak cam tulisan aku

tengoklah t kat pbl, aku buli die

hahahah

btw, hadiah suggest tuk bagi kat orang ialah buku, stationary ek but not perhiasan ntah ape2 ntah or junk food okay, it'll not last long



Thursday 24 May 2012

palestin, prophet Muhammad, n muslim worrier


During the born of prophet Muhammad in 571M, palestin is under the authority of power of Rome (Europe). Then, 40 years later, the prophet was appointed as the messenger of Allah. This begins the era of Islam, and prophet obligation to spread the words of Allah to all mankind. In the ways in fight for Allah’s right, prophet Muhammad had undergone a lots of obstacle. One of the biggest test is the lost of his two beloved person, his wife Siti Khadijah Khawalid and his uncle, Abu Talib bin Abu Mutalib. The saddest story to be told is his uncle not get a chance to embrace Islam.

 Allah always near to his servant as stated in surah al-Baqarah verse 186 “When My servants ask you concerning Me, I am indeed close (to them): I listen to the prayer of every suppliant when he calls on Me: let them also, with a will, listen to My call, and believe in Me: that they may walk in the right way.”.

So, Allah sent down the israj mikraj event so that prophet Muhammad not become so overwhelming. Thus, israj mikraj event took place between Masjid al-Haram and Sidratu Muntaha on 621M. First, the prophet is israk from Masjid al-Haram to Masjid al-Aqsa in Baitul Maqdis, Palestin. There, the most significant event happen, The Prophet become Iman and lead the prayer of all of other prophets in Masjid al-Aqsa. Then, the prophet is mikraj from Baitul Maqdis to Sidratu Muntaha. This event gave a signal to The Prophet to open Palestin thus start the quest of The Prophet to conquer Palestin from Rome.

            In 630M, The Prophet had sent 3000 army opposed to the great power of Rome by that time with the power of 150,000 troops who invaded Palestine. The battle is known as Muktah War where its witness the death of three brave worriers of Muslim. Before went to the war, The Prophet said if the leader of war, Zaid bin Haritha death, then the position is replaced by Ja'far bin Abi Talib and subsequently if Ja’afar bin Abi Talib death, the position is replaced by Abdullah bin Rawahah who is also end as a martyr, and lastly the position was replaced by Khalid al-Walid. Khalid al-Walid at the end leads the Muslim army to undo from war with pride. He made a good strategy which successful frighten the enemy by confusing them with the actual number of Muslim army. By that strategy, the death of Muslim army during Muktah war is limited eventhough they by that time near to defeat.
            The prophet desire to conquer Palestin not easily fade by the defeate of Muktah war. On 631M,The Prophet SAW led 30,000 troops of Islam’s army to the Palestin in Tabuk to against the great powers of Europe. It is said that Tabuk war is the last war participate by The Prophet and happened in Rejab. A brief history about the war is the war had plan to be held in Tabuk due to to they achieve words of not destroying their properties. However, Tabuk is situated away from Medinah and the season by that time was hot, not only that it was near the season of harvesting in Medinah. This war revealed those who are pretend to embrace Islam because those munafiqin start to lost hope to The Prophet. Eventhough in this war, the Europe army refuse to came out for battle so that no real war takes place, The Prophet had successfully made a piece agreement and follow Islam rules by jizyah from Raja Aliah, suku Jarba’ and Azruh. The aim of Prophet Muhammad to spread the words of Islam to Europe is done and the power of Islamic countries become vast and frigtened other countries .
            The series of conquering Palestin is continued in 632M where The Prophet had set up  the Muslim army under the leadership of Osama bin Zahid (aged 17 years) against the Romans in Ubna near Muktah in Palestine, but The Prophet never make it to see the war as  he already passed away. As a results, Caliph Abu Bakr continued sending the Osama army in the days of his administration.
            The freedom of Palestine from Rome is gain during Caliph Umar al-Khattab in 636M. Umar’s agreements ensure the safety of Palestinian population and do not allow any Jew to live there. This agreement was witnessed by the Companians, among them were Khalid al-Walid, 'Amr ibnal-As, Abdul Rahman bin Auf and Muawiya ibn Sufyan.
However, during 15th of July 1099Mm the dark age of Palestine is begin to repeat again.The Crusade I had started. Consequently,Baitul Maqdis was conquered by the Crusaders. The Crusaders had conquered Palestine and killed 70,000 Muslims around Al-Aqsa Mosque who were trying to cover there. In 1147M, the Crusade II took place. Nusuruddin Mahmud defeated the English at Aqsalan. In 1171M, Salehuddin al-Ayubi became the ruler by replacing asaluddin Syirkhuh.
2nd of October 1187M is the date that Palastinian ought to remember. It is the date of Muslim army under the leadership of Salehuddin al-Ayubi managed to free Baitul Maqdis after 88 years being occupied by the Crusaders. This happened after the Crusaders were defeated in Hittin War in which more than 10,000 soldiers were killed.
The freedom of palestin not last long, in 1191M, The Crusade III took place. Subsequently in 1202M,The Crusade IV also took place. Then The Crusade V (1215M),The Crusade VI (1229M), The Crusade VII (11239M), The Crusade VIII (1244M) and lastly The Crusade IX (1248M)
At the end, during 1517M,Palestin was being ruled under Ottoman empayar

Saturday 31 March 2012

jungle

“trigger da kuar, Mr Ong,35 years old lost in jungle for 6 days..”

“hah ni nak kene tanye ni jungle mane die sesat, kalo jungle kat tempat makan tu makin gemuk lah die hahha”

Disambut hilai tawa kawan2 yang lain

“huh..jungle?..jungle mane lak ni” getus aku dalam  hati

***
“ni lah jungle” sambil tunjuk kat rimbunan semak dan pohon-pohon di tepi jalan

“tak nampak tempat makan pun?” tanye aku..pelik

“ish ko ni, kene pusing situ baru nampak, lain kali lah aku bawak ko gi sane” 

Emm melepas dapat makan kat jungle

****
“sedapnye..beli kat mane?”

“kat jungle”

Tak ajak aku pun :(

***
“hari ni makan kat jungle nak?”

“boleh je” cover-cover padahal excited da :)

“penuh lah, ramai sangat orang beratur, makan kat Saji je lah”

Hmm...:(

***
“jom makan dekat jungle”

“jom..jom..lepas zohor” rumate2 sume jwb dengan riang

Akhirnye, hari ni di jungle

“Allahummabaa riklana fii maa razatana wa kinaa azaa ban nar”


Tuesday 27 March 2012

Tawakal


Salam, sekarang ni tengah minggu tunggu result. Debar? Adelah sikit tapi tak seteruk debar y1b1 dulu

Kenapa?

Bukan nak kate confident jawab exam aritu. Stil ade gak yang slack, yang jawab tanpe di plan n etc etc lah.

Kalo pikir balik, memang rase nak mengeluh.....

Hihihi untunglah aritu terserempak dengan kawan lame dekat kafe beberapa hari after exam

Die tanye macamner exam?

So, jawablah..blablabla dengan nada tak puas hati

“tawakal lah”

Tu je kawan tu cakap sambil tersenyum

Ya Allah, perkataan tu betul2 menusuk hati, siapalah diri ni nak mengeluh banyak-banyak. Kita da berusaha. Yang lain tu sume urusan Allah. So, malulah diri ni kalo nak melampaui hak sendiri, sesungguhnya selepas usaha tu hak Allah, Dia Maha Tahu.

Resultnye, cuti hari tu tak terfikir pun pasal result. Tadi prof nasa  cakap sape dapat markah tinggi, sape tak lulus sume sikit pun tak effect kat jantung hihi.

Sebab saya tau tu sume kuasa Allah

Ok la ok lah mengaku sebenarnye saya tak rase pun saye boleh dapat 24/25 tu, saya tau usaha (ape yg saya tulis time exam) saya...tapi kalu dapat pun best gak uhuk uhuk

*lepas ni nak kene eja betul-betul ni, plan nak jawab pe sume

*keep du’a

Saturday 24 March 2012

I better fix it. I want to be “normal”


Salam

Now, when i see people with disease

I start to ask them a lot of question.

Instead of asking ‘how are u?” “everything okay?”

Then i proceed the next questions “how can this happen?” “do u know the possible causes?” “any related symptom?”  “what Dr advise u?” “I think u should blablabla `talking with half of year one student's experience”

Suddenly there is a pulse

...............

Okay, I turn to a freak now

Saturday 11 February 2012

Lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik

aku menjatuhkan badan di katil faiqah, merenung lokernye yang kemas penuh dengan barang berwarna pink

keluhan nafas dilepaskan..

"naper ni yana? yana masih ingat orang tu lagi ke?" Faiqah tanya dari meja belajarnye

"taklah, yana da ade orang lain"

"sape?"

"........"

"baguslah yana, saya doakan yana bahagia ye, dia tu baik orangnya"

"mane faiqah tahu?"

"yana cerita"

"faiqah, saya betul-betul nak kawin dengan die"

***

"nah rase kek ni, yang ni last"

"eh takpelah dila, da rase da tadi, da kenyang" sambil menolak suapan sudu cheese cake dari dila

"makan ni, nanti dapat lelaki soleh"

"amin" sambil menerima suapan cake

***
die baik, apalah saya nak dibandingkan dengan die. tapi saya takkan give up! saya takkan biarkan perasaan ni menjadi bisikan syaitan dalam hati saya. saya akan memenangi hati dia dalam cara islam. YaAllah, bantulah hambamu ini menjadi isteri solehah dan jauhkan hatiku daripada zina hati.

cara mendapat cinta dalam taman jannah
  1. jangan stalk picture kat fb
  2. jangan nak meseg2
  3. jangan duduk dekat2, cakap bila penting je
  4. solat isthiharah n solat hajat
  5. bace quran bile teringat kat die
  6. selalu puasa sunat
  7. solat awal waktu cam die
  8. bace buku islamic cam die
  9. penyabar cam die

perempuan yang baik ialah perempuan yang menjaga kehormatannya

Thursday 19 January 2012

Tutorial square

Salam, it is half the block already and my minitest is comingot only that, my seminar also coincidentally happen before the minitest. and it is REALLY cramp me up. Plus, my immp paperwork need to be handed within a month and also I have pathology practical book that need to be hand up every weak. And before I forget, my fortnightly report pathology than need to be done. Eventhough previously I said that it's okay for me to get busy before minitest, I really do not expect this kind of business. Ahh I can't wait to take a long breath when it all over.

Fortunately, some of my work done in a group. I'm glad that my friends willing to tolerate with me about jobs distribution and also i found that they are more actively colloborate.  WELL DONE GROUP PBL 2. hehehe.

last night I only get 3 hour sleep and I do it in purpose. today got tutorial pathology and immunology in a row. I'm doing well in pathology because it is my favourite subject. Although most of my colleague prefer dr Naznin, I adore dr Aung gyi instead, nothing personal just my point of view. HOWEVER, in immunology I accidentally FAILED the test.  i only got 9 out of 20 which is sure make prof naza's eyes become protrusion hahha. It is not like I detest immune but i always feel not enough book to read. While I'm doing my immune test, there is some facts that i never come across and usually the only fact i know had been twisted until I become confuse to answer. huh =_='.

So that mean i need to read books for  immune. technology is spreading and immune knowledge is everywhere (thumbs up). I saw  a lot of people reading Lange, maybe i should read that to.

ps I have finished reading the diary of wimpy kid cottage fever :D